Confessions of the real me!

Confession No. 1 : SELOSA
              To be honest...I am the no. 1 carrier of the word "SELOS" .

Confession No. 2: I HATE BEING CLINGY
              I'm an independent person..maybe that's also the reason why i hate guys who are clingy! just do your    thing! Never put your world around your partner! In the first place she's never your world but just a part of it!

I will feel this way!

How would you feel if you see your "boo" leaving lots of messages for everybody in fb except you? How would you feel if you waited for him for 4 hours from 10 PM to 2 AM just to talk to him but he was never on line in YM? Because all the while he's in fb giving messages to everyone except you! Pathetic right! A total waste of time! No need to wait... no need to spend waking hours every night! A totally stupid move!!! CRAP! I felt that way!

alone...

Have u ever felt so alone and so lonely??? every time i feel this thingy.. i just wanna burst my tears out! Besides, that's all i can do...nothing else but just cry! I have always been there for everyone but no one has been with me even in my most needed time. 

Nakakasawa din na palagi na lang ikaw ang nagmamahal, nag-aalaga, at nagbibigay.  This has been my role ever since.  After a while, I've realized that I have to put a stop on this and start thinking of myself just for once.  I told myself.."Gusto ko ako naman ang mahalin at alagaan...sana ako naman ang bigyan!" I promised myself that things won't be the same again.  But no matter what I do I still end up loving more and giving more.  Kaya nga ba sa huli ako pa din ang umiiyak coz I'm being used to their advantage.  USERS ARE USERS... they take advantage of every inch...every detail.  Ako naman, I let them take advantage of me! Kasi akala ko by giving them so much love and attention...I can turn them to angels.  But the thing is...nothing is possible for deadly devil users! 

With all these, the end starts with the move to WATCH OUT! 

Don't give much but give enough!