I thought it's you!!!

I built my dreams wih you and made you my whole world! I thought happiness will never end but what is lasting is the pain... until now I'm still hurting and i never realized that things would hurt this much! You are the last person I thought would never want to see me cry but you're the first person who enjoys seeing me this sad. 

I hope this will help me be stronger than ever... the more pain I feel the better person i become! I don't want to force myself anymore... all i asked is to be happy but it's the biggest wish that I guess will be the hardest to achieve!