Long and Lasting Love

A Long and Lasting Love

A long and lasting love
Not many people find it
But those who do
Their whole life through
Put their heart and soul behind it
A long and lasting love

A long and lasting love
Is what I always dreamed of
And when I look into your eyes
I knew I'd really seen love
A long and lasting love

Now that you're in my life
I'm gonna make you stay
I have to be some kind of crazy fool
To let you get away
Now that you're in my life
I'm gonna make you stay
I have to be some kind of crazy fool
To let you get away

A long and lasting love
We share for many reasons
A special bond that goes beyond
The changing of the seasons
A long and lasting love

A long and lasting love
Someone I can care for
Someone to be there
For the rest of my life
A long and lasting love
 

This is one of the timeless songs I always adore.  All of us are dreaming to have a long and lasting love.  A love that is immeasurable and endless.  Not all people are able to find one, not even experience it once.  As I start to ponder, I realized that there is no such thing as a long and lasting love.  As we mature in a relationship, love is just a factor that stays at one corner of our hearts but what stays lasting is the passion for companionship and trust that is built out of the love you have shared for many years.  As we grow old the passion in love will not anymore exist... no such thing as keeping the fire burning.  There are changes...a lot of changes which will lead to a different path and role to take for each one.  

For the past days... a lot of things happened in my life.  From all these, one thing very important came to my mind.  That is how important life is! We can never know how long we are staying in this world.  Tomorrow might not be another day for you but if you are able to make the most of your life and you are able to leave a footprint in the hearts of those people who are important to you... you don't have to worry! Because at the end of the day the lasting love will mark your existence to the hearts of the people u touched.  

Everyday is a matter of choice and today I made a choice to be happy and make the most of everything I have. To say I love you to the most important people who have completed my existence and leave a long and lasting love, joy, trust and patience that will surely mark my endless existence.  

As far as I know, I have served my life to the fullest! And even if today will be the last day of my life, the day when I have to close my eyes and say hello to to the unending light of grace, I will surely face our Creator with a long and lasting love i have received from the people I have shared my life with! 

To all of you, I love you! To my angel and my bhe I love both of you! And forever I will! And if i have one wish, i will ask for more years of happiness being with both of you!  I WISH I COULD SPEND MORE LASTING LOVE WITH YOU!

IT'S YOU!!!

We always say these words every time we meet a person we thought will be our lifetime partner...I would have to admit that I have mentioned this several times already....not because I'm afraid I may not have enough time to look for a partner but because I always wanted my guy to be the last and hopefully be my lifetime partner. 

It's been a while since I last visited my blogs...only because I was really down and hurt the past few months! I was so in love then.... madly, deeply in love with him! I thought he's gonna be my lyf forever.  but i guess it would just remain a thought! A thought that will vanish and will never be remembered.  It was really hard to accept that there are people in this world who does not know how to value and appreciate goodness! I was left by my so called lyf just because he thought he is so much less for me and I'm so perfect to be with her.  A reason beyond compare.... a reason which is incomparable and yet unacceptable.  I was left alone...all alone!

I was alone not until the time he said hi!  I never thought he would change my world at a snap of a finger.  I know things don't change overnight, but this one is different.  It seems magic! He is heaven sent! We had a few exchange of messages...telling stories of our past and trying to find comfort with each other.  He is a very good listener and a perfect a gentleman.  He knows when to say yes and no... he knows how to make me smile and what would make me happy. We stayed in front of our computers for more than 8 hours...with all the stories, sorrows and laughter.  Eventually we came to a point that  WE ALREADY LIKED EACH OTHER...but we have to live for the fact that we are separated by distance and this becomes a dilemma for the both of us.  But then...after a while ...just like magic... it did not hinder us to become closer and more in love.  We both know how to please each other...how to make each other feel better and most of all we know that each of us is our own happiness and that the presence of one in our hearts would be enough to put a smile on our face every time we start and end the day. 

I love him for being so sweet and extra caring...for being so understanding and lovable but most of all i love him for all his flaws and imperfections.  No matter what face i see... what matters is his heart that fills my heart with gladness.  His radiant goodness speaks much of him as a person and as a partner. 

Things are not easy as it seems...i know there will be more challenges along the way which we both have to face.  But no matter how big it is... i know we can make it.  Together we will cross the finish line and continue to love and care for each other. 

Thank you bhe... thank you for saving me in sorrow and accepting me the way I am and what I have.  You deserve to be happy and i will make sure I'll be an instrument of that happiness! I love you with all my heart.   IT'S YOU NOW AND HOPEFULLY FOREVER!