IT'S YOU!!!

We always say these words every time we meet a person we thought will be our lifetime partner...I would have to admit that I have mentioned this several times already....not because I'm afraid I may not have enough time to look for a partner but because I always wanted my guy to be the last and hopefully be my lifetime partner. 

It's been a while since I last visited my blogs...only because I was really down and hurt the past few months! I was so in love then.... madly, deeply in love with him! I thought he's gonna be my lyf forever.  but i guess it would just remain a thought! A thought that will vanish and will never be remembered.  It was really hard to accept that there are people in this world who does not know how to value and appreciate goodness! I was left by my so called lyf just because he thought he is so much less for me and I'm so perfect to be with her.  A reason beyond compare.... a reason which is incomparable and yet unacceptable.  I was left alone...all alone!

I was alone not until the time he said hi!  I never thought he would change my world at a snap of a finger.  I know things don't change overnight, but this one is different.  It seems magic! He is heaven sent! We had a few exchange of messages...telling stories of our past and trying to find comfort with each other.  He is a very good listener and a perfect a gentleman.  He knows when to say yes and no... he knows how to make me smile and what would make me happy. We stayed in front of our computers for more than 8 hours...with all the stories, sorrows and laughter.  Eventually we came to a point that  WE ALREADY LIKED EACH OTHER...but we have to live for the fact that we are separated by distance and this becomes a dilemma for the both of us.  But then...after a while ...just like magic... it did not hinder us to become closer and more in love.  We both know how to please each other...how to make each other feel better and most of all we know that each of us is our own happiness and that the presence of one in our hearts would be enough to put a smile on our face every time we start and end the day. 

I love him for being so sweet and extra caring...for being so understanding and lovable but most of all i love him for all his flaws and imperfections.  No matter what face i see... what matters is his heart that fills my heart with gladness.  His radiant goodness speaks much of him as a person and as a partner. 

Things are not easy as it seems...i know there will be more challenges along the way which we both have to face.  But no matter how big it is... i know we can make it.  Together we will cross the finish line and continue to love and care for each other. 

Thank you bhe... thank you for saving me in sorrow and accepting me the way I am and what I have.  You deserve to be happy and i will make sure I'll be an instrument of that happiness! I love you with all my heart.   IT'S YOU NOW AND HOPEFULLY FOREVER!