Another chance in fate!

we are always given the chance to make things happen for us... no matter how many times we are challenged in life... the number of times we should stand and decide to try again should be more than the number of times we failed. 

i am not sure right now if i will fail once more...

can somebody just give me a sign that i'm making the right decision?

i'm really afraid to make my heart be open to love again... but time and again I guess it will be the only way for me to move on and face another chance of fate.

"Life is short. So don't hold back. Forgive like you have amnesia. Believe like a kid. Love like crazy. And never regret anything that made you happy."

How do you know it's over???

There's no exact answer to this question, but I guess it will only be over if you have decided it is.  Staying in love is a decision that you have to make.  Just like any ordinary day when you decide the type of emotion you wanted to wear the whole day... you also have to decide if you want to wake up and stay the whole day still in love with the person you are with.  If you then decide to stop working things out... the only way to make it at least easier for both of you is to not prolong the agony!

If you want things differently, do not make your partner believe otherwise.  "There's no easy way to break somebody's heart"  ... as the songs says! It's really true that there is no easy way to break up with someone.  Pain is always there but despite the pain respect should still be granted.  Respect to make things less painful and desperate.  Respect to make that person still believe in the magic of love and eventually still be able to love again despite the pain you have caused her. 

It should be now or never!!!

What is your favorite color?

PERSONALITIES BASED ON YOUR FAVORITE COLOR!

Red
What it represents: Ah, the color of passion, anger and high blood pressure. Red is a primal color. It represents primal urges, like lust (“I must have you now!”) and fury (you know the phrase “seeing red,” right?). Yes, red is a commanding color: think of how stop signs get you to halt in your tracks and how you stand back when a red fire engine goes whizzing by.


Understanding people who love it: They act — sometimes without thinking — on immediate desires. In fact, they’re usually the poster children for immediate gratification. It’s up to you if you go for it... or proceed with caution.

Orange
What it represents: OK, orange is not exactly the easiest color to wear and it’s not the most common favorite color, but guess what? Orange is as sensual as it gets. Orange is a mellowed red — and it takes primal, lusty urges and mellows them with a softer vibe. Orange is the color of early attractions, emotional responses, and inner magnetism. Oh, and one other thing: orange is also close to gold, the color of success and wealth.

Understanding people who love it: Someone who likes orange is alive with feelings, the ability to nurture, and can intuit a path to success. If your favorite color is orange, you don’t have an “off” switch when it comes to passion. This is all good stuff, but there’s nothing casual about the connections this kind of person usually forges.

Yellow
What it represents: Yellow is the color of the sun, vitality, power and ego... but it’s not a great indicator of romance. Watch out for self-centered, “me first” energy when someone prefers yellow to the rest of the rainbow.

Understanding people who love it: If yellow is your favorite color, temper your use of the word “I” when you’re interested in someone else. You can come across as too ego-centric otherwise. Now, if you’re dating someone whose favorite hue is yellow, make sure to jump in and share stories about yourself, since this person may not give you much room.

Green
What it represents: Here is the heart of the matter: green is the color of love. (It’s no coincidence that we make our money in the same color...) Green is the color of life and abundance — leaves, grass, plants — it’s all about growing, expanding, and living. So why don’t we give ferns instead of roses on Valentine’s Day? Because green is about expansive, humanistic love and acceptance, not bodice-ripping romance. What’s more, green is a nice-person color, a “do-gooder, be-gooder” kind of color. This person has a warm heart. Passion is probably in there somewhere, buried under their integrity and honor.

Understanding people who love it: If you love green, you put the greater good before your own good — but try a little selfish behavior once in a while.

Blue
What it represents: Blue is a color of clarity, communications and charm. And regardless of the shade, this hue says: “I like to be understood.” On the downside, under stress, a “blue” person can send mixed messages, have trouble making up their mind, or just space out during conversations.

Understanding people who love it: If blue is your favorite color, you never run out of anything to say — expression is your strong suit. And if you’re dating a “blue” person? The same holds true; you should always know where you stand.

Purple
What it represents: Purple evokes the energy of illusion, imagination and fantasy. Or should we say purrrrple? Purple tends to inspire coyness, romance, flirtation and teasing — it builds anticipation with a dash of playfulness. The downside of purple is unrealistic expectations. Is it easier to live in your fantasy world than the real world? Some purple-lovers prefer it.

Understanding people who love it: If you love purple, you can be an imaginative romantic or prefer imaginary romance, depending on how you feel.

White
What it represents: White is light — the combination of all colors. White symbolizes purity (the traditional bridal dress, the christening gown) and spirituality. There’s a simplicity to it, too.

Understanding people who love it: People who love white are probably clean and orderly. While white isn’t the sexiest color, it is certainly healthy.

Black
What it represents: Like white, black is a combination of all colors, but instead of purity, it represents the unknown, the unseen — mystery. Black basically holds back information... but there’s no denying that it has strong associations in our culture with “the dark side” and evil.

Understanding people who love it: If your favorite color is black, you are more hush-hush than high-strung in nature. The silence of this color lets others fill in the blanks. Black says, “I’m not telling you anything.” People who love black can be tough nuts to crack, but quite possibly worth the effort.

Consequences!

My feelings and emotions drive me to make my everyday decisions... This is me!Though this is not what I wanted to be me!

I met a guy who at first I thought would just be my best friend! It started with just a yes click and a match me and we ended up to be friends.  I was upset then by the so many uncontrollable things happening in my life and it seems everything is not just falling into place.  He gave me a couple of advices to keep me running and we just exchanged unending messages till we realized we're starting to fall for each other.  An unbelievable day which I thought would just end right there and then.  But those days were followed by non-stop messages and phone calls.... sounding smiles and laughter every time we hear each other's voice.  My world stops every time I receive a message from him and my heart beats really fast when I hear his voice.  It's amazing how he always make my day right and easy.  My life for that moment is just because of him.

Everyday seems to unfold a different story every time i think about the CONSEQUENCES of all these.  Yes, things are a bit complicated and everyday is always a challenge.  Everything seems to get more difficult every time we love each other more... everyday is a pot of tears every time I think of the times he's not with me... everyday is hell every time I can't be with him and everyday is lifeless without him.  All these I know is the consequence of what I have chosen to do.  A choice that I never thought would put me into so much pain and distress. 

Believe me... pain is useless every time I hear him say how much he wants to take care of me and love me. His words are just soothing to my ears and it makes me want to try more... it makes me wanna bear the pain more... all because I love him so much and the love is just incomparable with the pain I feel within. 

But how much time would I still need, to bear the consequences of being just the second best??? How much more would I need to bear to make things right! 

Shall the CONSEQUENCES persist???