This day was a revelation for me...
the very first time I felt so afraid about my destiny.....
the very first time I felt I can't do anything but wait....
the very first time I said to myself that "this is just the start"....
I knew that this would really happen...but I never thought that I would really felt this sad about everything!
This is the start of the so many challenges that would come our way. Challenges that at first would test our relationship...challenges that I hope can make us love and take care of each other even more.
I am really afraid not because I cannot commit... I am so afraid not because he's too far... I am so afraid not because he will look for someone else...
I am fearful that time will come that destiny will not be for the both of us. I can't help but cry... cry so hard because I felt helpless!
I want to take care of him and make sure that everyday will be the happiest exciting day he can have with me. I want to love him more than anyone else can love him and I want to make him choose to love me every minute of everyday. But this time, I felt that praying is my only option... pray that time will come that I will no longer hope to be with him but I will really be destined to love and take care of him forever.
No one knows how much I love you... and will always truly love you the way I know how to. And forever I will wait and fight for this feeling. Someday I will no longer be fearful, but instead I will be fearless because I will be yours forever and you will be mine eternally.
I will make sure we will be destined to be together!
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